I certainly deserve better

Most of the times, lawyers are full of shit... you know why?

1. The most unwanted surprise happenned in 2009 is... I failed the Bar! Damn... I don't know what to say about this. It's almost impossible... I was so sure I could get flying mark... but the fact is... I FAILED. I don't know what has hapenned with my anwering sheet or how they asessed it... this is the first shit.
2. The annual evaluation reports have been spreaded, and mine is full of flowers and compliments noting that I have been very helpful and laudable at some projects.... BUT... the pay back is just 'average'. Where all the money goes? To the expatriate lawyers and the partners of course... this is just another 'shit'.
3. Unefficient working layers and primordialism at work... those are some of the working culture in law firms, oftenly found in many ancient firms.

3 years of working in different firms really make me realize the characteristic of the business and the ethics... and I would say... this is not the best way to earn money. So I started looking around...

I have conveyed my interest to an oil company, and still looking for another. I also got inspiration for further degree in CSR-environmental related study so then I can slightly move my direction to NGOs... cool... I'm always excited for a non-artificial job. We'll see what 2010 will bring... and I hope God knows what I want, but for the time being this is the only way I can continue my life. I can wait for the next train to come, even though with a bit reluctance but I'll try.

Save all the good things for the right time.

Keep the faith,

Surprising 2009

2009 goes out with bitter and sweetness, many things happened so sudden in a way one couldn’t ever prepare for them. I made plans but God has made my destiny.

This November I suddenly made my choice for a life time, to get married with a person I met months ago but I feel so sure about it. She’s very different from the other shes I met in the past, and things between me and her have been going so well without any complaint. I made my proposal with a little surprise in a simple pizza bar before our closest friends, not too romantic I would say… but “memorable”. The surprise was successful and I’m very sure that she deserved for the diamond and the white lilies. Her name is Yuti Resani.

The family

I would say, nice… even though I haven’t met the full “team”. Her Mom and Dad seem quite positive about the plan, haven’t commented anything about my self or us. The family gathering is soon to be arranged.

My Dad, finally this month ended his working years in Korea and he is coming back for good. Good news for the family, but may be a bit breakdown for him, but I know he can easily handle it. He experienced worst in the past.

Even though the holiday is around the corner, but I still have no plan about it, or what to do. Perhaps there’s something interesting may happen in this “surprising year”… hmmm true… 2009 has been a “surprising year”. I never fond of surprise before until this year… yet I never expect surprises in the coming years, just try to not planning too much for my life, it will be alright.

So the plan for 2010 is the BIG DAY, and having a new life… not to mention any details for them, just let them happen. For sure.

Keep the faith