October passes abnormally fast these days... I worked like a dog... Focusing my self on the combo fat projects and the bar exam was making me not bothered when no body remembered my birthday... Amazingly, there was an unexpectedly expected surprise party for me. It was breathtaking, she successfully brought all of my closest friends into the party on my early years settling back in the city. It is a "big leap" in a relationship I guess. A couple from my highschool circle who had their first date on my birthday party 10 years ago were also appeared. They made me realize that I am now in a new phase of my journey... the phase when I'm with her now.
Having been with her for these past months is very simple... yet satisfies all of the questions I'd been asking for in those rolling and tumbling years. Being with her simply reminds me that I'm just an ordinary guy... who eventually made my life into a save zone, so I don't really require something fancy or shinny in my life.
Although I never expect something big to happen, but... it seems like the more I ignore, the more it is likely to happen... well that's what I call magic! The parallel synchronized randomness has not yet ended, even now it's making its way looping almost vertical popping in and out... but gladly it's still synchronized.
This year is quite different... every hardships in life were easily solved. I must see those as a sign... a sign that I have to start something good for the future. Am I dare enough to walk towards it in a good faith with my chin up?
Cheerio...
