Monday, September 21, 2009

Destination 101010

Finally, this is the first time since the past few years we gathered together to celebrate this Ied Mubaroq. Good God... we're here in all good shapes...

My brother has just recovered from his long postponement and now he's been living normally... God bless him that he is now back on track for his life. I keep encourage him to continue what he's been doing all the time, we put a huge hope on him and we believe he is really good and talented in his field. A brilliant brain as a programmer which has a strong connection with the virtual world!

My Dad... been staying so long in Korea, told me about his dream for his retirement. Well as commercial pilot who is really tired for traveling across continents all of his life... he deserves a good rest for himself. He said that, few years from know he wants to build a ranch just outside town and doing farming stuff, driving an old Land Rover to control all the livestock. It's his choice... he said he wants to quit flying at least 5 years from now and he doesn't want to encumber his retirement to his sons.

My Mom from time-to-time is getting more busy with her notarial jobs... even she now works on Sunday. What a SuperMom, eventhough sometime she could be quite annoying... I will just ignore that part.

The Youngest one, he is now just starting his adventure in his highschool era... which is for me... was the best time of my life. Yesterday he just reached 16 and her cute girfriend came to our place to bring Tiramisu cake... Teen Romance... I won't jeopardize the fun they have and my Mom seems happy about them.

It's good to be together for a while... I love them... but I suppose life goes on and grows. I am now loaded with brains and just starting a new life on my own... well it's a good start that I'm now having stuffs of my own... a good car and a shelter, just like my Dad has done in his early years. I don't earn much... but enough for my self... I don't really want a real fancy life for my self... it's too boring, a bit flaws would be good. The good thing is that, seems like the Anteros has showed His plan to complete me.

Well apparently My Life Designer has a good plan for me... 101010 might be the next destination then... to have a complete set of life. Come what may...

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Wrap it up!

It's been a while since the last time I took notes about my life and I would say that life has been treating me nice. This is the big picture.

The fact that I'm now in Jakarta is damn fine, rather than stranded in someone else's land and having insecure feeling about the future. Here, I try to build the future. I wanna build "home". It will be a place after a long shot journey which I still don't know where to go.

Getting a new degree might be a good plan, but schools... arguably, boring. Working overseas..., considerable... but I'm only passionate on energy, so damn picky! I need to travel... actually aloadz! Been wondering these days, why I never dare enough to go to flying school just like what my Dad has offerred me couple of times to be a commercial pilot like him? When I was 23, just right after I finished my law degree and got passionate about law and stuff, he asked me whether I want to be a pilot... For a while... I thought... it would be cool, I would be a man in a uniform, with rayban glasses covering my eyes, flying across continents, seas, lands... girls... parties... whoa... there would be too much happiness in my life, but then again... I thought... it's damn too late... I already choosed to pursue carreer in law, being a man with a brief case working on paperworks until late, driving a hot shot car, having a big dream house (which probably I will never live in... well not that different as my Dad) might be my destination (which won't happen in near future...). I guess man has to do things whatever he has chosen, because men are what they do right?

Notwithstanding to all the doubts I had, the latest progress of my work life is, I wrote an international law publication by International Bar Association which actually a very big leap for me. My name is written down as the co-author of the most respected project finance lawyer in Jakarta's White Shoes' Firms. Let's call it a wrapp!!! Lucky me...

The next step is the "unimportantly important" Bar Exam in next month, gotta prepare it right. Most of my friends have passed, I'm in the last train... daaaammnnnn so left out. Gotta face it somehow!

The Anteros Payback
The Anteros also has been so nice with me, not to forget the hard crash He gave months ago, but now I get the payback. Within months I have recovered my life back, even much better. She's good in every sides of view. We get along so well... both socially and personally, we have so many similar interests, taste, characters and even way of life. Well, may be it's too soon to say now, but I would say that she's too good to be true. If things are going stable for quite sometime, I might proceed for the long term bound.

Just for now I have to restate for my commitment. What I want to do... who I wanna be with... I'm now 27 going through 28. I've made up my mind and going through the straight line.

Wrapp it up, ciao.