Just do the right thing

It’s good to hear that everything is right on track even though I never thought these things would ever happen. Last Saturday I went to my friends’ barbecue party and (predictably) met her, later we had a casual conversation over kitchen dishes just like in our old flat back then.

She has just got a good offer to work with the UNESCO and I know it’s just what she always wanted. I smiled for a few seconds when I realized that things are right on track, we got everything we always wanted but things might not go well as we planned but I don’t feel bad about that. It’s just us who cannot stick each other anymore while things are different now, no matter how we tolerate the situation. She’s got her brainful destination, I’ve got mine and I want her to be happy with her life, her dreams and her occupation. We have agreed that we go separate way no matter what we had vowed. She’s a sister to me now.

From my side, I met this girl weeks ago in a club where all of my friends within my circle from Junior High, Senior High, and College gathered a reunion. It’s so random that everything went very well with her and I think that… why in the world I just met her now? I do remember her as my junior in high school and we never met since then for 10 years because she went straight overseas after high school and when she came back… it’s my turn went overseas. Well, long story short, it’s such a coincidence that I met her that night and found out that we’re matched and in line for each other… it’s a PSR event (two people who have the same thought pattern will find each other…). Well even though couple of things should be worked out but that’s part of process.

Well from there, it is true that good things may happen when we think life is full of shit and I will just be positive for the future. Even though things are not coming like we planned but everything is right on track when we do the right thing. Hocus Focus...

Keep the faith!

Destruction of my character... is it?

I presume that losing all the arts in my little black brick is a destruction of my character. I can't walk on the mainstream pavement, I always want myself back as an artsy random person you might find on a certain downtown corner. It shows my good taste of life and I need them all plugged into my brain through my ears like the way I've been living it for those fat years.

Notwithstanding all of that, I realize that it is amazing to find out how much a person can accumulate in 3 years. To me, things were changing from day to day, week to week... with my little black brick as the parameter, yet overall if I could do it all over again and I won't be the exact person as I used to be. Things are developing nowadays, both positive and negative, will never be the same, but for now I'm losing my character and I have to restart.

So, that's my update. Negative I know, but I never want to forget how unhappy I am so that if I ever forget and think about coming back... I will only have to read this to encourage me to a better one.

electric in my eclectic taste

This is the FINAL scheme for the installation of kill switch and start button: but I don't run for the hills. I take my time... I won't rush, because...

"Two people who have the same thought pattern will find each other..." PSR

So let's see whether she's on the same thought pattern as mine.

"She's electric in a family full of eccentrics, she done things I never expected. And I want her to know, I've got my mind made up now, but I need more time."

*Eventually, the idea of being smart is to think simple*